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Dejection

by Saturday Night Karaoke

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1.
Dejection 04:35
Getting sick and tired of convincing my deranged head all night long. It's been way too long since I could decide right or wrong. I'd rather to lock it up inside than making a clear second thought. Cause sanity is one thing I hardly ever got. *My confidence got so awful dent. Yet my tolerance got badly bent. My mental stability reaches its bitter end. Fire spreads wild inside my head. All my perspective soaks in dark red. That's it I'm shutting down and I'm gonna fade. I wanna drown myself when I got stranded deep inside my agony. I tried so hard to put my catastrophic mind on the shelf. I'd rather to lock it up inside until my real conscience got decay. Cause sanity is one thing that still seems so far away.
2.
Padded Room 03:02
Brand new sunrise, brand new conflict hits the fan right away soon when all these noises started ringing up inside my head. This ain't 022 so it's just useless to get stuck in bed but what else do you want to have when you're almost at your end? *Seven days a week of insanity, that's how I got lost. Twenty-four hour of non-stop madness, even with no pause. Many moments I feel like I need to bang my head at most. Or simply just, to torn my brain **Maybe all I ever need's (padded room) Left alone and locked inside (padded room) Monologue to the abyss (padded room) Maybe all I ever need's (padded room). Crazy voices rants and raves got thrown all back and forth like burning the clear air with thick polluted non-sense all the time. Gotta gotta gotta get away cause it's just one step closer for me to jump off this cliff and lose everything all I have.
3.
Not again, my dignity fell through. Wrong again, all things I’ve been through. It wasn’t my intention to slip my gear and drift away. I set my self-destruction switch on when I fucked up my way. Stuck again, how many times I tried. Burn again, all my efforts at once. It wasn’t my intention to blow up every given chance. I got none every time goes by and I’m not desensitized. *I’d try to compromise some things if that would cut some shit for me. I’d try to compromise some things for you.
4.
Abrasive buzz inside my head, let's move to anywhere but here. Watered eyes and clogged breathing, let's move to anywhere but here. Rather to jump off a fucking cliff instead of perceiving. Rather to throw myself on train tracks instead of deceiving. Third-layered communication, let's move to anywhere but here. Sugarcoated sympathic notion, let's move to anywhere but here. Rather to stick my head on a stove and burn it all along. Rather to swim in a toxic waste instead of move along. I've had enough with all the merry-sunshine view. If the bomb inside my head's still about to detonate. My temper snaps and it's happily unglued. One more round of this and I'll write my farewell notes.

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This new one is bitter. Maybe it's time to spit it out just to clear our heads now.

Dejection will be also available on tapes from Disaster Records (INA), Brassneck Records (UK) and I Hate Smoke Records (JPN) next month in a near time.

Peace. Music shall pass your time easier during this hard time.

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released August 8, 2022

Recorded at BCH, 2022
Produced by Varis Sechan & Saturday Night Karaoke
Engineered by Gilang Hade
Mixed and Mastered by Varis Sechan at Homestrack Studio, Bandung Indonesia

Art: Prabu Pramayougha
Lyrics: Prabu Pramayougha
Music: Saturday Night Karaoke
Vocalization on “Anywhere But Here”: Angeeta Sentana

Saturday Night Karaoke:
Athif Aiman: drums
Andresa Nugraha: Bass & Vocals
Prabu Pramayougha: Guitar & Vocals

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Saturday Night Karaoke Bandung, Indonesia

3 nearsighted goofballs from Bandung, Indonesia playing buzzpop/dirtpop/grindpop/poppy punk rock.

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